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Let me start by saying your passion is clear. That is certainly a strength. Consider Steve`s suggestion. If you were to take your patented idea and break it into bite sized chunks, how many could you do without, and how many are not up for debate. You might find a more feasible start that would bring you all the joy and prosperity you could stand.
I would much rather see a different version of your dream define your success, than your vision fulfilled without the desired outcome. Consider the hundreds of thousands of people all over the country trying to make the final twenty of American Idol If I paid $5 to see 90 minutes of William Hung wannabees the memory would remain and it would not be beneficial to your dream.
This sounds like an excellent platform for Entrepreneurs and Talented Individuals to have a bit of the lime light.