Congrats on taking a stand to change, take charge, go "hunting"! Interesting about your screen name and profile. Why "UnwantedNews"? Is that how you view your life?
A psychological phenomenon: Act how you want to feel and the feelings will follow. I don`t know what changes you have started to make, but may I suggest as a starting point changing your screen name? Start by surrounding yourself with positive messages, images and influences. Thoughts are things. Before something exists in your life, it was/is a thought.
A short story as heard from Zig Ziglar: (I love this analogy)
A farmer entered his mule in the Kentucky Derby. All the other owners laughed at him. One finally came up to the farmer and asked "You really don`t expect your mule to win, do you?" The farmer replied "Nope, but I thought the association would do him a world of good."